Wednesday, November 22, 2006

from my pals::::::::

Forget hillary!!

Kim Boldrin for president in '08!!!





The Chemical Brothers
Singles 93 - 03
The Golden Path (feat. The Flaming Lips)

Stereo MCs
Six Feet Under
Deep Down & Dirty

Friday, November 17, 2006

ARTIST: The Rapture
ALBUM: Echoes
SONG: "I Need Your Love"


ARTIST: Bright Eyes
ALBUM: I'm Wide Awake It's Morning
SONG: "At the Bottom of Everything"

ARTIST: Stars
ALBUM: Set Yourself On Fire
SONG: "Your Ex-Lover Is Dead

ARTIST: The Raconteurs
ALBUM: Broken Boy Soldiers
SONG: "Steady As She Goes

ARTIST: The Stills
ALBUM: Logic Will Break Your Heart
SONG: "Still in Love Song"

ARTIST: Morrissey
ALBUM: You Are The Quarry
SONG: "First of the Gang to Die"

Thursday, November 16, 2006

ARTIST: Hard-Fi
ALBUM: Stars of CCTV
SONG: "Cash Machine"

song: she's so stable??

Sunday, November 12, 2006

check...check...check

i think it's time for me to leave this island - i've depleted it's resources. i just need to make a few last stops:::
-make it to the top of the empire state building
-ride the tram (CHECK)
-get off every exit on the 7 train in queens
-sled in CP
-buy fabric in fashion district
-go to casablanca tea room (though i've been to real casablanca tea rooms. so ...) (CHECK)
-make more fotos (CHECK)

revisit: broken clocks

soul cleansing #2

there is a place called here & now where time does not enter...
where beautiful broken clocks go unnoticed; where time & space cease to exist;
where gentle touches & caresses fill the space where nothing else can enter;
time fills the void; time makes everything possible; right timing will do wonders for many souls;
in the end, we are all slaves to the clock: biological, mental, physical, emotional;
death....that is...if you let yourself look at the hands of that which is not broken

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

luis.......i miss you. this place is sad and lonely. i understand why you hate sleeping solo in a room with double beds. it appears beautiful and full, but in truth it is haunted.
at first moment you were my knight in shining armor. the first 'man' i dated. you shine your shoes on sunday; you are educated; artistic; a writer; a soul full of life and love and desire and passion. you are my voice of reason. in this mixing bowl we have rubbed each other in odd ways- the kind that can turn a dangerous piece of glass into sea glass. we are taking the edges off of each other but it hurts- easing tensions but erasing other parts we deemed beautiful. you have seen me in my beauty and emptiness. i have seen you in good light and bad. we are naked...in manhattan

it's a scary place to be nude. so many people with so many agendas- pushing their ways into the subway cars that are too packed with egos and lacking any semblence of truth or hope. no one smiles - unless they're crazy - or do we think they're crazy because they're smiling. i smile at people -- it takes them back - sometimes they smile back but many times they look around themselves, avoiding eye contact! so odd...
we are not perfect...no one is perfect. time needs to cleanse the soul. i wish i met you earlier. i know why you say that now...i too am saying that. i wish that i could erase some memories of past occasions...but like 'eternal sunshine for the spotless mind' it isn't right. everyone is supposed to teach us something. everyone is here for a reason. be it a momentary lapse or someone who has left an impression on the soul for life........backstabbers and true friends...innocence, good lovers, or one nites -they have taught me something. i just forgot to write down notes! haha :)

here i go......
jason- friends do not make good lovers
richie- if you feel it, maybe it's there..go for it
soy boy- artificial life does rot your brain
robert- boys do not get hints: you must be explicit
tom- others should not destroy beautiful spaces
kevin- take a leap or you lost out
dominick- too sexy is all a ploy
vecino- gorgeous but thin in other ways
igal- fear is not the way to procede
senore- laughter & coincidence may not be enough
el- comfort
ben- talk more...coming = going
bryan- early education is key
renato- time and distance erode the moment
varela- care
luis- understanding

...this is rather insightful...

Saturday, November 11, 2006

santa

11.11.06
there is a certain hopelessness in this twin city: where life is dreadfully baren and yet some energy sparked me for the first time in a long time. where a simple hello and chat with random people makes me think that life is 'lively.' an escape from all else makes life in this biodome simple yet harder because i have to break out of the glass box that has surrounded me for some time. all i knew in my life is gone. i am starting over - displaced in a life i used to know. the past few days i have been sense-less. no, not stupid, but even a 110$ massage didn't do a thing for me. thai, on the other hand, was amazing. but i seem to be floating in-between 2 lives at the moment -twin lives in the twin city. it is as though i am coming to grips with my piscean halves. no, i am not schizophrenic, bipolar, or insane. saddened by what life has handed to me lately, yes...but because of that i'm also committed to making it better.

my favorite movie back in my childhood was 'the wizard of oz.' i believed in the good witch winning the war against evil...even those little people didn't scare me yet...she awoke from her crazy sad life and realized all she wanted was always around her. that the people she knew, loved, and respected were surrounding her in other people's souls. sometimes i feel that. i cannot help but think that some people i meet on my daily journeys are in fact others re-visiting me to 'check in' or just 'say hi.'

~~~~~~~~~~~
soul cleansing # 1
written 1.14.06

so santa, you are the true figment of my imagination. when i least
expect it, you sweep into my life creating a whirlwind. I am not quite
decided if i am happy or sad because of it. I suppose life has not been
easy for you lately. i guess i can say the same for myself. I have many
unanswered questions for 'someone' sometime. Its funny because the friday
before christmas i had a dream where u walked into my place and
tackled me on the couch. i responded by saying 'you're back' and you smiled. Then
you called. I wish we actually got to chat. i do not understand why you
dont call back. its no exaggeration that ive never stopped thinking
about you, so when u called i was so happy. you sounded really happy too. so
many people to meet in this life, why do i think about u? because in my
eyes you were beautiful and i wish i could know how it feels to be surrounded by you.

Wednesday, November 8, 2006

for your health

don't chew gum or toothpicks, etc:: 2 things: makes you hungrier --> eat more and causes stomach to produce more acid (can ruin your cardiac sphincter and lead to acid reflux)
(people who are stopping smoking should definitely not chew gum - it is the indirect cause for gaining weight)

eat lots of indigestibles (corn, lettuce, beans) - it helps with water absorption and (as we all hear) fecal excretion

dental caries (cavities) are caused acid destruction of your teeth - acid is the waste product of bacteria that live off the food stuck in your mouth - be sure to floss & brush after EVERY MEAL

Tuesday, November 7, 2006

today

~~ solace & inner peace ~~

long time

artist: kim taylor
new album:: http://www.purevolume.com/kimtaylor ** esp i feel like a fading light**

last album: so black, so bright
clips::

Birds and the Bees

Drip, Drop

Griffin's Lullaby

What Do You Say

Long Is the Day